The last month has been a roller coaster of emotions. After being hospitalized twice in September, the babies miraculously made it to 34 weeks gestational age. The Maternal Fetal Medicine specialists decided the risks of me staying pregnant exceeded the risks of the babying being born early by planned cesarean. At 34 weeks, our babies David and Jonathan were born at 3lb 14oz and 5lb 2oz, respectively. This, however, was the easy part. The following days were spent being wheel-chaired to the NICU, watching my babies struggle to breath and keep their heart rates up, listening to babies cry in the rooms around me while mine were silent floors away from me, and eventually leaving the hospital and leaving my babies behind. The boys have now been in the NICU 10 days. David, who struggled, in utero, is thriving. He is eating well, breathing well, and will likely be released in the next day or so. He is still under 4lbs and struggles with the hypotonia (low muscle tone) associated with D...